i hate feeling this vulnerable. that retard who said its better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all must have never actually been struck by the curse and is not fit to judge this....like its going to turn out any better than last time...
f***ityf***f***
in other news, being this way makes for songs/poems/stories falling out of my ears. why do i always have to get emo before anything really creative will happen...not fair.
school's ok. too much hw as usual, but this year i have choir and the crucible to go with it, so sleep has become a thing of the past. And on top of it all, my attention span seems to have shrunk another few minutes. Thank you everyone...
At least my parents aren't following my grades and asking me about them everyday when i get home and at least i'm not going to have to start riding the bus in the morning in about 2 weeks, and i'm seriously glad that i don't have that stupid crush disease anymore.
oh wait.
all that shit is my life....
ummm....anything else...
nope. i think thats it.
so, for all of you who see me on a regular basis, i'm sorry if i grumble and turn into a babbling idiot over the next few weeks. Its because i don't have crushes, i have super crushes and idiocy is a side effect...
did i say f***ity already?
i'ma say it again...
f***ityf***ityf***ity.